Regroup, Reevaluate, & Rally

Last week’s half marathon damaged me in more ways than one.  My foot ached so bad by the end I spent the rest of that day and the next two days limping.  I earned a nice pink sunburn and some exquisite chafing in some areas I will not enumerate.  I would not have physically been able to finish, had last weekend been marathon day.  In addition the the physical damage, the race was one of two half marathons in a span of three weeks where my performance was much slower than I had anticipated.

All in all it left me with…

Damaged feet.

Damaged skin.

And (probably worst of all), a damaged ego.

When this happens you just have one choice.  Quit.  Just give up.  Throw in the towel.  Who needs it anyway?  Lots of people live perfectly healthy happy lives without running a marathon!  That was my exact outlook four days ago.  I cried at my kitchen table and told my husband I was out.  I was done.  I didn’t need this.

He wouldn’t accept it.  He told me the truth – I was being stupid.  He knows me well enough to explain what the ultimate future of this decision would mean.  With nothing to train for and look forward to, I would stop running.  Running has been my go to stress relief for the past two years and I would lose out on this happiness.

He pointed out the positives: I had an adventure with my longtime BRF and made a new running friend this past weekend.  I achieved Half Fanatics status.  I tried new foods and new things.  I had a fun weekend in a new city.  Things I wouldn’t have done without the race.

After lots of tears (and snot – it wasn’t pretty), I realized he was right.  To give up on training would mean giving up on running, racing and all that comes with it.

So I spent last week regrouping, reevaluating and rallying.

I saw the doctor on Thursday.  Diagnosis = plantar fasciitis (not a stress fracture!).

Over the weekend I found a great coach and am starting a new running plan tomorrow.  The plan I was using was great for building speed but I need to turn my focus to true endurance to get ready for this marathon.

It was a rough week but I am back.  I will continue to run.  I run to race.

Race Recap: Red White & Boom (w/video)

Happy belated 4th of July!  Had a great race experience yesterday.  Here’s a recap of the day!

Made sure to eat a carb-o-licious spaghetti dinner on Friday evening with the family and laid out all of my race gear and outfit.  Got to bed early at about 10:30 pm and got a good night’s sleep before waking up at 4:00 on Saturday morning.

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Tara and I left my house at 5:00 pm and were to the start in (what we thought) was plenty of time.  Dumped my bag at the bag drop and waited in line for the porta-potties.  And waited…and waited…and waited.  Tara left for the start.  I was late.  It was my own fault.  I had actually paid a little extra $$ for the “VIP Experience” which included separate porta-potties, but forgot that little perk at the time.  Bummer!

I missed the start for a few minutes but caught up with Tara quickly.  Was feeling fantastic!  Was hitting my splits really well.  No stomach issues, no leg issues, no motivation issues.  I actually thought I had a shot at beating my (ridiculously fast for me) PR of 2:21:22.  That is until somewhere around mile 5.  My feet of all things just kinda gave out.  I was in an amazing amount of pain.  Every foot fall was excruciating.  I even attempted heel striking on purpose to take the pressure off the balls of my feet but that only made things worse.  I tried to recover but it just all fell apart when I had to switch to walk/jog intervals.

I chalk it up to another stupid mistake.  I knew my shoes were about over due.  My precious Asics Gel Kayano 21s have approximately 500 miles on them and should have been replaced about a month ago.  I knew better but just didn’t prioritize my time properly to get over to the running store.IMG_0697

All in all though it was still such a fun race!  Twin Cities in Motion does a great job with organizing really nice events.  The volunteers were so nice, friendly and helpful and really made running (limping?) 13.1 miles enjoyable.

After the race, it was time for cooking out, hanging out with family and friends and watching the fireworks display.  I hope you had a fantastic 4th too!

And don’t worry 2:21:22… I’ve got all Summer, and I’m coming for you.